Procrastination

Sometimes ago, on the news, some doctors claimed that procrastination is considered a chronic disease. I am pretty sure I have this disease then. From now on, I can stop telling ppls that I am lazy. I am sick, I am a victim myself too..... That's why it's so hard for me to get things done. Poor Rachie ;p

But truthfully, I do hate myself being so not productive though...I dont know how ppls can just start working hard on something right away...it takes me twice the effort to get started and I always need a push from some outside force. Even it is something that I like to do/work. But one thing not too bad about me is once I get started, I could work really hard, and try to make it the best. (Still try to justify... ;p).