Tough Shit
We have been watching 6 Feet Under from HBO , we've finsihed the entire season 1-5, one more episode to go, then the show will be over. I cannot belive that such a great show will really come to an end. Every episode is so well written, we feel like we have gone thru a lot with the Fischers already. We have more memories of the Fischers than our own...haha. The show always remind me of one thing, life is tough. (it's not really a depressing show, the show is great, trust me.)
When I was younger, maybe even just few years back then, I used to think that the future is bright, I looked forward to it. As I grew older, I found out death was the default of life. To live, you have to keep feeding yourself, working hard, staying healthy. Happiness is not guaranteed, you have to work hard for it too, oh, even you work hard for it, you still might not get it tho. What is guaranteed? Death. You have to deal with your love ones' death and your own. I know that's what waiting for me in the future, and that is for sure too, isn't that scary? Sometimes, I think life sucks. Can't I just stop doing anything and be lazy? Why it is so hard to get anything to work?
People who really have a tough life will say to me: Tough shit, you should be gratefuly that you have this kind of time to write such a long boring blog.
Since I've spent quite some time with my mom's friend's kid many years ago, I lost tremendous interest in kids. And I thought, how could parents spoil kids like that...I would never spoil my kid if I was a parent. I even thought that kids could be very evil sometimes...haha, I know it's so horrible for me to think that. I read an article recently, basically it's saying life is tough for everyone, for kids too, they are struggling to grow up and to learn, so let's be less critical on kids and the parents, be patient with them. I think I didn't do this article a juctice, coz I was touched when I was reading it. Let me find the link, will post it here later.
When I was younger, maybe even just few years back then, I used to think that the future is bright, I looked forward to it. As I grew older, I found out death was the default of life. To live, you have to keep feeding yourself, working hard, staying healthy. Happiness is not guaranteed, you have to work hard for it too, oh, even you work hard for it, you still might not get it tho. What is guaranteed? Death. You have to deal with your love ones' death and your own. I know that's what waiting for me in the future, and that is for sure too, isn't that scary? Sometimes, I think life sucks. Can't I just stop doing anything and be lazy? Why it is so hard to get anything to work?
People who really have a tough life will say to me: Tough shit, you should be gratefuly that you have this kind of time to write such a long boring blog.
Since I've spent quite some time with my mom's friend's kid many years ago, I lost tremendous interest in kids. And I thought, how could parents spoil kids like that...I would never spoil my kid if I was a parent. I even thought that kids could be very evil sometimes...haha, I know it's so horrible for me to think that. I read an article recently, basically it's saying life is tough for everyone, for kids too, they are struggling to grow up and to learn, so let's be less critical on kids and the parents, be patient with them. I think I didn't do this article a juctice, coz I was touched when I was reading it. Let me find the link, will post it here later.
posted by Rachie | 12:07 AM
2 Comments:
I like the way "6-feet under" presenting "Death". at least not ghost ghost scary atmosphere. But... shame to say, everytime i doze off in the middle of the night, miss out all the endings.....
u know, 1 thing i hate about kids is , they are "permitted not to be reasonable". i deeply believed that: the fastest way to make them understood, beat them ba!
somehow maybe i saw spoiled kids too often, i don't like bb. it does not mean that i hate pumping my belly up, it is......... b4 i can get a good nanny, NO!
too far.... must find Prince Charming first.
Eva, your "beat them ba!" makes me laugh, haha. You are witty witty.
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